Showing posts with label silently as thier wings drys the creature falls to the ground. Show all posts
Showing posts with label silently as thier wings drys the creature falls to the ground. Show all posts

Tuesday, 8 September 2009

still emoing~.~



EGGY TARTY<3333
No this was taken in Singapore>.> Does miss HK!!!

Epic trip with the fantastic 3 to Malaysia on Saturday<3 Does love giant sugarcane and thai massage<333

Shopping/chiong project day on sunday whereby I got a FABULOUS FABULOUS TRENCH COAT at 50%!!!!! YAYNESS!!! *sobs money~~~~ flyfly sobs*
Then some coughlovelycough rich tai tai commented that I was a really fashionable young lady and asked me to keep up the good work~ Guess who is the happy Queenie(: IN YOUR FACE GEORGE! I R CAN BE FASHIONABLE HAHAHAHA!
Well at least its much better than what she tired to pull off on saturday>.> Like mini skirt with blazers, hand bag and pink slippers... I almost died. Thank the stars that we did not step out of the house looking like a cheena prostitude trying to look formal...

Things ar not going that well for both of us. I knew that comprimising was far-fetched as well I don't ever lose and being the brat that she is, she wants things done her way... The games we play keeps on getting more and more dangerous and somethimes I just feel like throwing it all back to her since she wants it so much. I don't have anyone to depend on right now so I have to acomplish everything by myself>.> It does not help that she likes creating havoc and forcing the rubbish back to me. Wearing a mask for so long makes everything worse. She said that I have no emotions but what does she knows. Thanks to that vile brat I am who I am what right does she have to tell me that? I don't know how much longer I can take of this:( I am tired. Really tired. Time lapsing even for a moment is no joke at all. As she can crush so many things I built within that moment... Would anyone notice the difference? Many a times people tell me that they believe in my strength but then again I doubt anyone would shed a tear if this butterfly lost her wings. Perhaps the time whereby I am totally lost within us is drawing near... Can anyone hear me? :(

Tag replies:

Chanel: its German<3

Aray: does want to nab her to my studio!!!!

jkt: I WANNA PLAY BADMINTON!!!

Steph: haha my German is as wonderful as my Chinese(:

Naru: I wish I could. wann ende wird das????? BAHHHH!!!