Tuesday, 8 September 2009

still emoing~.~



EGGY TARTY<3333
No this was taken in Singapore>.> Does miss HK!!!

Epic trip with the fantastic 3 to Malaysia on Saturday<3 Does love giant sugarcane and thai massage<333

Shopping/chiong project day on sunday whereby I got a FABULOUS FABULOUS TRENCH COAT at 50%!!!!! YAYNESS!!! *sobs money~~~~ flyfly sobs*
Then some coughlovelycough rich tai tai commented that I was a really fashionable young lady and asked me to keep up the good work~ Guess who is the happy Queenie(: IN YOUR FACE GEORGE! I R CAN BE FASHIONABLE HAHAHAHA!
Well at least its much better than what she tired to pull off on saturday>.> Like mini skirt with blazers, hand bag and pink slippers... I almost died. Thank the stars that we did not step out of the house looking like a cheena prostitude trying to look formal...

Things ar not going that well for both of us. I knew that comprimising was far-fetched as well I don't ever lose and being the brat that she is, she wants things done her way... The games we play keeps on getting more and more dangerous and somethimes I just feel like throwing it all back to her since she wants it so much. I don't have anyone to depend on right now so I have to acomplish everything by myself>.> It does not help that she likes creating havoc and forcing the rubbish back to me. Wearing a mask for so long makes everything worse. She said that I have no emotions but what does she knows. Thanks to that vile brat I am who I am what right does she have to tell me that? I don't know how much longer I can take of this:( I am tired. Really tired. Time lapsing even for a moment is no joke at all. As she can crush so many things I built within that moment... Would anyone notice the difference? Many a times people tell me that they believe in my strength but then again I doubt anyone would shed a tear if this butterfly lost her wings. Perhaps the time whereby I am totally lost within us is drawing near... Can anyone hear me? :(

Tag replies:

Chanel: its German<3

Aray: does want to nab her to my studio!!!!

jkt: I WANNA PLAY BADMINTON!!!

Steph: haha my German is as wonderful as my Chinese(:

Naru: I wish I could. wann ende wird das????? BAHHHH!!!

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