My colour calibration is screwed so forgive my colours if they are really dull or out of whack.
What the hell am I doing? I found myself asking this question quite a lot of late.
I have no idea what am I doing, I seemed to have thrown my goals away and just succumb to sleep. I have a full web design template, packaging and lots of other stuff waiting for me. However, I don't seem to have the drive to do anything. Its just another excuse whereby I go 'ah wells. I am uninspired today so let me do my work tomorrow.'
Ideation for my packaging design seems to be going up in flames as my idea is weak. My grand plans for web design seems to be driven up the wall as I am unable to execute the design that I want.
What the hell am I doing? >.>
I submitted my option form today and now the waiting game begins to see if I get to major in photo.Its pretty scary looking at the number of people who wants to major in photo as I mentioned, my grades are not the best. So it really got me thinking as to what on earth will I do if by some chance of fate, I get thrown into graphic design.
Will I:
a) Quit school, email Wolfram, get a one way ticket to Europe, look for stories and work from there?
b) Continue to get the diploma, suffer for the next one and a half year with chances of failing and retaining and coming up with a crappy portfolio.
If I were to follow my heart, I guess the choice is pretty clear should the unfortunate happens. Then again, I think I am thinking too much >,<
On the bright side, I want to start on something tonight(: Or it will be tomorrow in five minutes>.> Doing something is better than doing nothing at all. So I don't really care if I just open new file and name it web design, I am going to do something before I sleep as I needs to start somewhere.
On the brighter side, YOG decided to
Yayness.
But I will be meeting someone whom I have not kept in contact for about 7 years. So this should make my week. Though, I would be even happier if someone calls me out for dinner or drinks 8D
Tag replies:
Jonny: thats good to hear that you enjoyed it!
Chanel: thanks dearies! *huggles*
