God I love classical music!!!

I am now given a chance to get into visual communications and sonic arts. But somehow I just want to have a carrer in music... I was just going through nafa's music section and I was like YES i want to be a conductor! But then again I do not qualify... I really want to go to Europe to study!!! So I will get grade 8 in 4 years!!! IF i ever have a child my han would be that my child will live and eat music. I WANT TO BE A CONDUCTOR!!! 私指揮者になりたいです！！！>.<

On the happier side of life, my tiny is coming home soon(: Tentative name for him will be Chiriko(: So cute right(: He has an exclusive faceup by my favourite artist poppy so yeah I am so excited and cant wait for him to arrive!!! I am also waiting for 2 dresses and a wig for juliet(: Been spending too much on them...

My current state now is quite terrible... Besides listening to classical music 24/7 I have been avoiding the sun and I hardly ever speak proper english... So my english and my spelling are going way downhill(: YAY(:

Current favourite song is rachmaninoff's piano concerto 2 in c minor. FIONA!!! PLAY THIS SONG FOR ME AND I WILL LOVE YOU TO DEATH!!! Although i think you will take about another 10 years to play at earl wild's speed(: