Yesterday was one of the first exercise for my new module this block -Pixel Collage or Pix Co.
Its basically photo manipulation and as I mentioned, I will be dealing with lots of images:3
I kind of liked the one I posted up there. However, I found it too plain and came up with this:
I think its crap.
But my lecturer likes it so maybe it is not so crappy after all...
Since mine was the oddest images of all, he asked me what is the story behind it. Honestly when I first started out, I just wanted to turn the woman into a plant but thanks to my fabulous brain, I said: 'A fairy giving life to a plant.' Genius.
Anyways, I am going to be really busy again and I can feel the pace picking up around me.
For starters, I am supposed to read a speech this Saturday. For my uncle, a thousand times over T_T Well I just took a look at the apparently 'short and easy' script and I was like O.O
It's just a one page script. A one page script filled with many many words >.> I partially rehearsed and I stumbled upon so many words>.> kill me now T_T I should get better with more practice>.< I just need about 7 more minutes with the script and I should be fine(: So lets leave the last 7 minutes to Saturday(:
Next up would be YOG. Yessu. My favorite event of the year.
Well, as you guys know, I am part of the 150 young photographers team and out of the 150, they just had to choose me to be on stage to dance with the YOG mascots and welcome the athletes.
I received the call today so I am supposed to feel excited. Can you feel it? How exciting.
I guess it is a pretty rare chance as I would be one of the first in Singapore to welcome them but it will kill my entire Friday
With that in mind, I will probably be up on stage with someone else from the young photo people team wearing a purple shirt and khaki pants
Actually, I have no idea why am I feeling so irritated/ dislike/ pessimistic/ against YOG. I think it must be due to that song O.o So maybe I should try to feel proud that my country is actually hosting the games. Lets give it a try.
Yayness. Go Singapore. Whoots.
Ok. I guess I failed.
To end my patriotic day, one of my lecturers told me that she drew me... Well apparently its not exactly a drawing but rather, a sketch from memory. I was pretty taken aback. Well yea its like if I come up to you and said that I wrote a song based on your image. Its pretty much the same mixed feeling of feeling so honored that someone actually remembers you and the giant question in mind would be out of the hundreds or maybe thousands of students you taught, why me >.>
I had been asking myself this question a lot recently. Why me? Why must this happen to me, why must that happen to me. Out of so many people, why am I chosen. Why why why?
Thus, Yu's email came as a giant whack to my head.
''The universe revolves taking you with it. Slowly but surely, you are revolving together with all the living creature on Earth. With every turn, comes obstacles. These are unavoidable as it is the law of the universe that decides. With every obstacles comes a wish. A wish to overcome this obstacle or a wish to give up and let these obstacles drag you down. With every wish, there is a price. What price are you willing to pay to make yourself happy? My role as a friend would be to guide and support while the only person that can make you happy is none other than yourself. Especially when you are practicing something as taxing as idealian, thoughts become things. Are you choosing the good ones?''
I love her>.>
She is right. As someone who uses the law, I had been complaining/ ranting too much>.>
I will not look at the problem but at the solution.
I can do it!!!!!


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