PAIN PAIN T________T

Z shall have the honor of gracing the first image on my blogpost today 8D

because I spent the entire day on 2 of his image so I must show off.

Today seems to be 'the mailman loves Jamie' day as my EMS shipping FINALLY arrives when I am at home.

Doll box opening 8D I wish

Bubble wrap<333

You know I think I have enough bubble wrap to last me for the next two years. I took more than 3 meters of bubble wrap from my school 8D

Volks 8D

Alrights. For those who do not know and thinks I ordered a bazooka or something, I got myself a carrier bag for my girls after spending days liaising with the Hong Kong seller and her fantastic range of English. Me wants bag. You give me paypal email. You know paypal? Email. dian you. email!!!!

Its a pretty bag and it is much cheaper than the one I wanted from Dollmore. As my girls are such odd sizes, it is so hard just to get a bag that will fit them. Yes this bag is for my girls and not for me -.- Though it does look quite good when I carry it(:

Dog in the box.

Riko: I can haz food?

ok i am just being lame due to the pain.

So I woke up this morning and happily got my new bag. What could spoil my day? 

Oh I don't know. Maybe if I just twist my spine and dislocate my pelvic bone. That should kill my mood and spoil my day.

Don't go asking me how did I manage this feat as it is all accumulative. 

Well, if you really want to know, perhaps you could try sleeping on my mattress for like 6 months or more, carry lots of heavy stuff, stand and walk for long hours, sort and edit the never ending amount of images in front of a computer, you should be able to feel what I am feeling right now. T_T

I pretty much have a high level of pain tolerance and I probably would have made it to school half dead while complaining to my group mates about the pain if AC had not screamed at me for waking him up at 4am in the morning which country is he at? and convinced me to see one of the few people in this world which I dislike. A doctor. It is times like this whereby I would go to N and get him out into the sun but since he is not around, I manage to get my dad to take me instead. Well, there is a first for everything and this time he actually drove me all the way! and not from the basement to the first floor! What an improvement!

To sum it up, I refused did not go to a permanent head damage wacko a person who asked 'whats wrong with you?' I went to a chiropractic clinic or a chiropratitioner woo long word 8D

I had my doubts. The guy AC referred me to was a German doctor but my dad said that there was this Korean guy who treated his slip-disc and is good enough for the job. 

So who do you trust in times like this or which Doctor do you see? 

No one. 

Because you are not the one driving and it is all up to the driver. -.- 

Alright. So this is the guy who corrects you spine through a series of 'cracks', massages, shock treatment and ultrasounds. This was the guy who told me that my left leg is shorter than my right because I dislocated my pelvic bone and twisted my spine. This was also the guy who lessen my pain by a notch god know what he did so I guess not all doctors are evil:3 This was also the guy which woke me up from the nightmare AC gave me that I might actually have slip-disc. I just have some sciopedia thingy which is probably just as bad as slip-disc. 

This is also the guy who will be earning my money for as long as the problem persist T_T

All in all, the pain is still there T_T But it is much bearable. At the start, I could not even lean forward for 5 degrees, I can't squat nor sit, I can't open doors and I can't even lie down. All I managed to do was to stand around and complained about the pain. That was how bad it was.

Ah wells. In any case, I am still on guard against doctors and permanent head damage wackos but I guess I will be seeing him for months to come:3

Sometimes when you have a mind like I do, I guess your body can't keep up with what you do and starts to break down. It is also times like these whereby I am so glad I have friends who bother to scream at me and just to 'wake' me up. I always tell myself that I am fine and that everything will pass bla bla bla but sometimes, I just need someone to whack something against my head and get me to look at the bigger picture. I seriously owe my life to some of you guys who are ever ready to scream and call my name to get me out of the little black box I am in. AC if you are reading this, drop me a mail if you will be in this country. The wine's on me(: Offer is valid till the end of this year. Hurry before I change my mind (:

Anyways, besides squirming in pain, I managed to edit two images today 8D yayness 

Its my first time doing such an 'elaborate' re-touch for a male model but it just goes to show that I have not lost my background changing skills 8D I tried a different style when I was editing it and I am pretty happy with the results:3

The way I brush my light and the skin tone for the model can still be improved but I am happy(:

Its just another 400 images to go through. T_T 

Before I forget, I finally know which country I would be assign to for YOG 8D

I have to shoot 25 Japanese and 5 Costa Ricans. How exciting! Costa Rica's main language is spanish so I have to dig out whatever D taught me years back T_T

Ah wells. Sorry if I ranted a little too much on this post. The pain is killing me T_T

Life of the poor with a back problem. Move on.

Tag replies:

JKT: Yessu. We will meet more nice people than Arseholes if we believe in it I am one of the nice ones 8D

That picture was rather recent? I am not sure>.< Its cute so I got it up 8D Anyways, the octopus has 2 stitches, a hole and a hell lot of stuffings missing(: 

I didn't snatch the Octopus! I asked around and I replied before anyone could(: Well Riko likes it and I get the turtle so all is fair(:

Chanel: haha I have the body of a old woman T_T

Jonny: haha so I've heard 8D Thus I shall stick to photos. Although I still fall asleep when it comes to sorting and editing them T_T

Fiona: haha Yessu! Welcome to my blog 8D

Riko just loves the octopus 8D Concert soon dearie (: