Sleepy x.x

Medicine VS my mind and body

Before: 38.5

After panadol: 38.7

After taking the doctor's medicine: 40.3

After refusing all kind of pills: 37.5

I am still pretty dizzy from the cocktail of drugs as I never enjoyed taking them. I guess I was so dizzy till I had to drag myself to the get some tablets from the doctor which just made everything worse. The depressing side of this incident shall once again be in the Alice's diary so I shall spare you guys on how screwed my life can get. Ah wells on the bright side, my bills this time round are totally covered so yayness. Partially.

On a random note, you guys know how much I hate doctors and will never fail to complain/ rant about them every time I see one. So here is my latest complain/ rant about them.
I realized that whenever you walk into a clinic, the doctor on duty never fail to ask: "What's wrong with you." Like HAI Of course I am sick! Why else do you think I am here? Like do they expect me to say something like nothing is wrong with me. I just wanted to see you and let you earn my money.
And the war between the doctors and I rages on.

I logged onto Deviantart today and to my surprised, one of the photographer whose work I like actually 'favorite-ed' one of my piece and 'watched' me! Its not much but its enough to cheer me up a little from all the stuff that happened yesterday(: Then again, I know that I will be really successful if one day sassystrawberry and zemotion actually 'watch' me(:  The prayer series I did was really one of the best shoots so far but there are plenty of rooms for improvements>.> For starters, I could have noted and paid more attention to where the eyes were gazing at and probably tried a brown background instead of black.
 Next up would be the wait for the dresses from SODA to get back before I can start on something new. I would probably try light painting this time round as it seems really fun! Just that I would need a proper torch instead of the lighting from my hand phone... Time lapsing would be really fun to try out too as I saw what R did with his camera! That crazy fella was up all night shooting every minute but the video turned out to be really interesting! Its going to be a 4 hour shoot for a 40 second video with about 1000 frames shot. Yayness.

Lastly, thanks guys for once again flooding my email box(: I am fine and will manage as I had always did in the past. As for the people stranded at the airports, I am sure you guys will be fine and if it is any comfort, my parcels are being delayed as well T_T  Keep me updated and take care everyone!

Yashica 35mm CC!!! Doubt I will be getting it due to the price tag attached T___T Ah wells. Life of the poor. Move on and I think I need to sleep again>.> Am not thinking straight.

Tag replies:

FanofAlice: Haha my BMI is like at some dangerous level! I guess I don't look overweight as I play a lot with layering my clothes(:

Kel: I buy or don't buy will still starve<3 Maybe thats the good thing about being sick! You survive on one piece of bread for the entire day and you still won't feel hungry<333

JKT: My job is like 5 bucks per hour. The only good thing about it is that I get to do whatever I want. Literally. Are you working at ajitei now and is there any job that requires me to hold a camera T_T