I am still afraid

Ayane(:

Does love F2<333

Alrights. I wished it was just an April fool's joke but she re-appeared today. Not much damage done besides the fact that I look like a goldfish and I am pretty much drained right now. The trigger was that I was really frustrated from not being able to pull out the bloody tick from Riko's ear and no one wants to help me. Riko was struggling, shaking his ears and moving around a lot while that stupid insect was so fat from sucking his blood and just refused to come off even as I was pulling the damm thing. It just waved its tiny legs in victory that it managed to stay on and continued to cling onto his ears. I guess she freaked out from my helplessness and we lost it.

Next thing I knew was Riko was wagging his tail with all the attention he was getting while she was trying to suffocate us to death. Well I guess it was not intentional as AC once taught her that if she was scared, she should hold her breath and breathe deeply. 

Problem.  Low blood pressure + humid weather + blocked nose + breathe slowly + crouched position in a corner = lack of oxygen. I almost died>.>

This incident really reminded me how fragile the balance is between the two of us. But seriously. When will that brat ever learn that tears can't solve her problems. Then again, I guess I am still afraid.
Thats really one of the negative aspect about what I practice. You freak out internally till it comes to point whereby everything bursts and you lose yourself especially when you keep everything to yourself because you have no one to turn to. Alrights. enough said. The rest of the depressing stuff is for Alice's Diary.

My results for the semester was released today and I improved! It is still pretty bad but its an improvement from the horror of what I got last semester. I am pretty surprised that I scored B+ for typography! Like really really really surprised! I was dying throughout that module but I pushed myself and tadah~ I got a  B+ 8D
I am pretty disappointed that I scored a B for applied illustrations as I really wanted at least a B+ but hey! It just shows that my vector works need improvements so I need to perfect my vector style. can't believe I am saying this

Recently, I did a shoot with websteph *points to my deviantart* and I am not too sure about how I feel about the images. Its nice but I can't really pin point what is missing. Its there but not there>.>
The mini test shoot I did with Ayane just shows how much I abuse the double joints my girls have 8D It is so difficult to pose her>.<
 I also tagged along for a shoot for some marriage interview pictures yessu marriage interviews are still alive and I pick up quite a bit in terms of working with poses. The best part is that if all goes well and she really does settle down, I can look forward to packing my bag and heading to India next year to shoot for her wedding!!! Like FREE HOLIDAY AND STREET SHOOT IN INDIA stress>.<

And the winner for this year's April fool's joke would go to Tia!!! Who scared the shit out of me when she told me she was pregnant but has no idea who the father was as she had a group sex with at least 7 different guys-.- Nice one Tia.
Deviant Art also played a lovely April fool's joke on us... They changed my avatar to some lady gaga picture and added a really dumb signature. I thought my account was hacked>.> Even Y decided to play with the TPB portal's forum and added like PINK Hello Kitties which were flying about... And when you first open the TPB system, there were showers of pink and purple flowers with a cat blinking its eyes at you... I think if Naru found out about what Y did to the system, he will freak out and murder him.
However, the best web based April fool's joke would go to Crobi-doll. They added a sold out doll in their website that cost like some 4 million dollars. The description of the doll went something like forgive my memory:

-If you want make up for your doll, the doll will put own her own makeup
-She will wear whatever designer's clothes she wants
-The doll will walk to you but it will take some time for her to cross the customs and you need to pay for her airplane fare.

Epic.

Tag reply:

FanofAlice: My mixed media idea is still in progression as I am still not very familiar with the vegas program. I am still a little wary of giving myself a theme as I tend to restrict and close myself up when I work with a theme but it should be worth a try once I am done with the SYPA shoot<3 Thanks for the suggestion 8D

JKT: Are you back in Singapore???? I want to play badminton and head on down to Ubin!!!!