Fate. Or that thought become things is something I strongly believe and revolve my life around. As for today, I bumped into some of my really old friends whom I have not seen for about 6-7 years while 'rushing' back home. They came down to Singapore for a holiday and right now, I think they should be on a plane back to New Zealand(:
I was really fortunate to have met them! Besides the fact that I had free cakes, coffee and ice-cream, I had a really good chat with them and people change so much even within such a short span of time!
I could still remember K-san drilling into me that she would rather perform the harakiri (read suicide) then to give birth to a child and or leech off a guy.
Right now, she is currently 2 months and 3 days pregnant and happily enjoying her life while C kind of provides everything for her! And C, the ultimate playboy who once told me that he could sleep with anything that moves. Yet here he is 6-7 years later! A father to be... O.o
I really find it quite hard to believe that these two could actually settle their differences as the both of them are really coming from the opposite end of the spectrum.
Ah wells(: My life is currently in a mess with breaking news and stupid stuff happening, seeing those two again really made my day(: A psychologist and a host. They make a cute couple<3
When it comes to analyzing/ judging people, I think I am rather good in that area. However when it comes to knowing who I really am, I guess I am really clueless. Thus, when K-san asked me what will I do from now on, I had no idea as to how I should reply her. In fact, M asked me the same question but I really do not know. All my life I had been fighting to 'protect' her but have I ever spared a thought for myself? I probably spend half of my time putting up an act thus when it comes to my real twisted self, I have no idea where to begin. K-san told me to take my time but the point is that I really want to sort out this aspect as soon as possible to make my life easier. However, its just so bloody hard as I am different from her and that I am who she wanted me to be. In the end, I still have no idea.
私誰 ですか？ ジェイミーか？それともアリス？ 僕わ知らない ～。～
I will be shooting tomorrow and I know that I can get the shots I want. Its easier said than done but I will get there *.*
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