YAY box opening!!!

Shout out to Debbie: Thanks dear for accompanying me to the middle of nowhere to get my ds<3 GET YOURS SOON! And get HUA XIII!!! HAHAHA

Many things happen today so I shall start ranting away.

Firstly, lets start with a girl called Gabriella or however her name is spelt. She is is 2 years older than me, seriously colour blind, partially deaf and is someone who cannot tell the difference between a sharp and a flat. She can never point out her own mistakes but she is always ready to spot others. Guess what? DUM DUM. SHE IS THE NEW CONDUCTOR OF THE JUNIOR STRINGS. WHAT THE FUCK. I don't really care if I am the VICE conductor for that orchestra because they suck. I don't really care that they are not disbanded and that their concert master is a brat. But what I really can't stand is the fact that she sent this to me:

Hi Jaime (Get my name right dammit) I hope you don't mind me being the conductor for js as I know that you once coveted this position. (Fuck who wants to work with kids please) But maybe I got chosen because my skills and theory are better than yours. I think that you are not as good as you think you are on the cello and I heard that you can't read music very well so maybe you can try to buck up on that area so that you can assist me better in the future. Actually I do not know why you are chosen to be vice but since it is already decided lets have fun working together. Cheers!

That bitch. So what if I can't read music well? At least I can tell when are they going out of tune unlike you who does not notice anything. My cello is not as good as I think? Mind you I only started like one year ago and I am already playing in a armature orchestra. So what is your bloody problem? I never boast about what I can do. I have never stated that I am excellent at what I do. All I know is that I have a pair of ears that is much better than most people when it comes to classical music which is why I am even allowed to conduct in the first place. Why is it that Zheng Han asked me and not you? How do you think I managed to conduct js with no grade for cello and theory and manage to shape their sound into something acceptable even if they screwed up the ending? Unlike someone who fails her listening test. EVERY YEAR.
And the position I was looking at was the conductor for the senior strings not the junior. and no I refuse to work with you because i am quitting the orchestra as I have enough of this slavery. So have fun with this concert master and the junior strings! I would so be looking forward to the next performance in which the audience throw eggs and stones at you for giving them nightmares.

Now that the rant is over lets move on to happier thoughts(:
Sara, George, Alex, Can...(cant spell>.<) and I did a little bit of ballroom dancing today(: After almost a year since that accident happened to me and god! I feel so clumsy>.< I started off with my favourite tango: carmen's fair and almost died>.< I could not keep up at all>.> Poor George got his feet stepped on so many times by me HAHAHA. Then I moved on to the waltz with Alex and I felt so small as compared to him>.> He just takes the lead so gracefully that I have no space to rest... He completely outshines me:( Can... can't dance at all so we taught her some basic steps and she cant balance well in high heels so she fell down. 7 times HAHAHA.
So oh well looks like I have given up on ballroom for good haha(: But its alright cause my doll hobby is really nice(:

Doll meet this Wednesday! Can't wait to see them so I can forget all about the nightmarish orchestra.
And shout out to Zheng Han: I know you stalk my blog sometimes haha. Sorry for giving up the js orchestra. But I am absolutely not going to work with that girl and just admit it. They suck. big time. But don't worry i will not give up on my music in fact you can look forward to me performing with edvox at the end of this year as a cellist. Hopefully a soloist(: HAHA And thanks for everything! <3